i've decided that my livejournal is going to be on hiatus while i figure stuff out. i don't want it to be a bouncing board for my emotions when i know that someone will get hurt by what i said. i thank everyone for letting me know they're behind me, i'm gonna try to seek help. emili, we have to do something before you leave, i can't start to lose ( Read more... )

thank you katie ( Read more... )

draw blood. that's what i meant. does that change what people think of me. and thank you for the support, i love you all.

i am falling apart at the seams, it's bad if you use the pen and screwdriver at work to try and draw right? i can't go on like this. someone love me please

another post for the masses that don't listen to me ( Read more... )

how come when i try to make friends, all my other friends come in and scoop up the ones i've made friends with. this has been happening since third grade, i'm like a lure, i bring in fun and friendly people and then others go shopping with what i've found and it's fucking annoying.

oh and for anyone that cares, i'm back in town now

so recently i've been playing this game called "megan screws up big time" and i guess for some it's really fun to watch, but i've now decided it's "megan screws up so much, she jumps off a cliff so people don't have to deal with her anymore"

how does someone lose their fucking grad money.

so the general population of the orchestra thinks i'm an evil conniving bitch and the incarnate of hitler. am i really that bad?

you know, it's funny. with just nine days to go before graduation, i've found a song that fits perfectly with how i'm feeling, and makes me weepy exhibit a ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU DAD ( Read more... )